Losing my mind

I can't take the waiting.. I feel like my head will explode any moment.

True, I am not that old. I have only been voting for seven years. However this election really got the best of me. My emotions are running wild, and I am crazy as is, never mind with this on top of it.

The election seems like it has lasted years, and way too long. Tomorrow morning will be such a relief to know that the ulcer that developed will have a chance to heal. Well, hopefully that is. At first, when I was standing in line to vote, I was so proud and excited. I was seriously chanting Obama.. (freak). But as the day went on, the emotions ran wild. There is so much at stake. There is so much invovled.

I won't be sleeping tonight. Waiting is not something I am good at, not at all. I am so impatient, and want it now!!

I should have taken a nap when I got home from work. Damn it where is my Xanax!!